i realize this deviant art takes time to get alot of recognition or just deviations read but it feels like its moving too slow lol or im just impatient. I however do want to thank all of you for taking the time to read and write about my deviations its been life changing to hear the positive feed back thanks so much for everything

today was a good day for me, Brooke got voted off american idol, i got two jobs and i had a great day at school so when i came home it only seemed right to write lol so i updated a few of my old writings as i have learned so much from then and now. and i have to say that they look alot better

The Raisin in the Sun. by L. Hansberry

it has hit home again for me everytime i hear this or read this it comes to the core, and shows me that not everything goes according to planned and their is a large chance that i could fail. but most of all it is not all in my hands, and i dont really have much control of my world. maybe in the things i do for me and my life but that seems to be it

i have nothing i really want to say

"After all this time i never thought wed be here, when my love for you was blind, that i loved you more then youll ever know, when part of me died when i let you go. While ill fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming and everyhting will be like it was before, BUT NIGHTS LIKE THIS ARE SLOWLY FLEETING AS REALITY COMES CRASHING TO THE FLOOR."

In this song theres a happy ending like their together in the end but for this isnt the case and i thought of her today and missed her so much it hurt, even time couldnt wash away the pain i feel or the emptiness i feel without her
and i Love you more then youll ever know and part of me died when i let you go